First Time!

Whoo!

Do you know what I mean about first time? Actually there are two things which I'm referring to. First is...oration...and the second is declamation.... I, for God's sake, didn't think (even once) that I'm gonna do these stuffs in front of many people. Event though those people are my friends it's still...somewhat embarrassing.... But still, I think, it's good that I've experienced those stuffs even once, though I didn't do anything on the stage.lol

Okie...let's get to it. Our english teacher told us that we're gonna have an oration and declamation.....just for experience. And it was an absolute N-O to me. My reaction that time was like..."WHAT????? Even in some of our plays I feel like....embarrass or shy...and then I'm gonna orate/declaim?"...Those stuffs are really the stuffs that are in my mind. My heart began to beat faster that time. I was thinking what I'm gonna do with it. I was even thinking of not going to class during the day of the oration/declamation...but or course I can't do that. It's also an absolute N-O. I was like so crazy thinking about it. I don't know what to do. Yes it's just a simple thing, but I was already like....freaking out! In my mind, I was freaking out the whole period! This always happens whenever I'm nervous or afraid..or something like that....When our english period....my heart began to beat on it's normal way.... After sometime, I think I've learn to face the truth....that I'm gonna orate/declaim!

The next day, during our english period, Ma'am Mae (our english teacher) told us to get a small piece of paper from her hand. That paper would say if we're gonna orate or declaim. I was SUPER happy when I saw the word "oration" written on the paper that I got. Or course I'm not happy with the thing that I'll have to do this...but I'm happy because at least I don't have to act or do some crazy stuffs in front of my classmates. The next day, Ma'am Mae gave us our oratorical piece that was made by one of our schoolmates, Ms. Telmo. It's a very good piece. It's simple, but it's very good. The first time Ma'am Mae read that piece in front of the class I realized that I've forgotten all of the stuffs mentioned in the piece. We are allowed to memorize some parts of the piece only, but when I tried to read the piece with some parts missing I thought...It's not good, so I decided that time that I need to memorize the whole piece. At least, I should memorize it, because I didn't plan to deliver it with feelings in front of the class.XP

I memorized it in our house....in front of the mirror standing on a chair.LOL. And at my back are my siblings watching TV, at the same time laughing at me because that time I'm delivering it with feelings and facial expression.LOL.but of course I didn't do that in front of my classmates...I'm too shy, and also nervous...>.<

I wasn't able to memorize the last paragraph of the piece so I just continued memorizing the next day while my group mates and I were waiting for our consultant in the laboratory at UP Diliman. I guess I'm consumed a lot of times explaining other stuffs regarding this oration. Well, I think we should proceed to the day I did it. Before our english period I was sure that I memorized the whole piece, but I didn't plan to deliver it the way I delivered it in front of the mirror.LOL. So I'm not expecting to have a high rating also. Besides, that time, I thought that I might forget some lines because I was too nervous. We performed at the gym. And before performing, I was once again freaking out. Well, I didn't forget any of the lines but I didn't finish the piece because we went to the next presentor already. I was glad that our teacher called the next presentor because my heart was beating abnormally again. whew~ at last! it's done!

B-U-T

Ma'am Mae told us that those who picked oration will declaim the next week. And I was once again...SUPER freaking out! I mean...This is TOTAL embarrassment! I think my heart's gonna explode! The piece that was given to us was "The Champion". That piece is hard to declaim because there isn't only one person speaking in that piece, but TWO. I already thought that time that should not look crazy..but when it's the day that we need to declaim I was freaking out not only because of the thing that I'm gonna declame but also because of my costume. I didn't bring any demon like or Satan like costume!...wahhh....It's good that Hannah lent me her black blouse..then I wore my white skirt...It's just like I'm gonna go to a church.LOL.... I didn't wear my eye glasses when I was declaiming so I can't see anyone.LOL.That's one of the ways I thought how to reduce my tension, even a little. I can't see anyone's reaction or anything so my nervousness was reduced...but the reason why my nervousness wan't completely gone is because of the fact that I can't see them... I might have done something wrong without me noticing because I can't see their reactions...LOL...but after that I was so happy that I'm done and my heart started to beat the normal way...LOL

LOL. While typing this post....I'm feeling like...nervous. I guess I remembered the way I felt when I was declaiming and orating....that's why I felt somewhat nervous while typing...LOL

Christmas Break!!!

Yes! At last It's Christmas Break already. All students are really excited with Cristmas break. This is the time when we can relax for a long time. We can relax our mind for at least two weaks. But of course, not totally relaxed. There are still things in the school that bothers us...just like our research. Well, let's not talk about that... I just want to greet every body HAPPY HOLLIDAYS!

Now, since we have a house in Maname and here inPrecious Ville...I don't know where I'll stay for the vacation. My parents are in Maname but they haven't told me where we'll celebrate our Christmas. I stayed here in Precious Ville for two days after the Christmas Party. After that I went to Maname. I don't know, I still want to do a lot of things here but I guess it's really better to have a holliday with your family that's why I went to Maname.

I brought all the things that I want/need there. I haven't satyed there for a long time...as far as I can remember it's been 8 months. The first days I was there..I was felt bored. Like, I miss my computer..I miss the dvd player (coz we brought the dvd player in Precious Ville...only vcd's in Maname)..I miss listening to my favotire songs...I miss checking out Jun Ki's cyworld....I miss watching series...I miss...a LOT of things. I felt like I wanted to go back..but I didn't...^^

The only thing that I do there is watch TV5. I watched some vcds...I watched new ones and those I've watched already coz I don't have any choice. I was able to watch noon time shows also. At that moment...I realized I haven't watched filipino tv shows for a while. Coz' when I'm at home and I'm not busy...I'll probably watch Korean movies/series and American movies/series...or surf the net or read novels (like those of Dan Brown's). I realized... I haven't watched Dyosa, Gagambino and other new filipino series.. I don't know anything about it. I just don't know...but I felt like I miss my old hobbies. Ohhhh, we're getting far away from the topic again. Well I enjoyed my stay there anyway. Eventhough I miss a lot of things.

I went back to Precious Ville to put some songs in my cd because I think I can't really live without listening to some songs that I like. Radio's definitely not enough! I think I'm gonna die without music.LOL. I got some clothes too. My Grand Father was happy when he saw me in Maname. He hadn't seen me for months there. I spend some days with my cousin who I haven't seen for months also. We really missed the days we were together.

My Christmas was just like the other years. Eat, go with my cousin, and watch movies. The Christmas party of the family was postponed and was moved on December 29, 2008. It's also like a reunion. They prepared a lot of games but I wasn't able to attend because I need to attend our practice for Sabina. I went home late so I wasn't able to be there. But it's alright because it can happen again, unlike our practice for Sabina...^^

After Cristmas I enjoyed watching movies first..because I planned to do my projects the day after that. I'm really not in the mood to do anything but I have no choice but to do thme before it's too late. Fortunately I was able to finish what I was supposed to do. I need my computer so I went back to Precious Ville again...and of course before going home I got some songs again.

With my New Year. As always, it's better than Christmas. It was so noisy and happy...EVERYWHERE...^^... There are a lot of fireworks that everyone can enjoy and there are a lot of foods. I can really feel the happy spirits of people...^^

It was January 3, 2009 when I went back to Precious Ville. I need to establish in my mind that school's gonna start again and I must accept that fact. It's exciting to go to school if you think of seeing your friends only.LOL. You know students don't feel like going back to school again after vacation. Especially for science high school students, I think. Because...like what Aizel said, we spend only 4 years in studying here but it seems to be ten years. LOL. Anyway...vacation ends at January 5, 2009 and school starts again.

I Love Your Smirk

Smirk...

We define the word smirk to be an insolent smile. An insolent smile expressing feelings such as superiority, self-satisfaction or conceit. It's also a facial expression of scorn or hostility in which the upper lip may be raised. It's supposed to be irritating/annoying or something like ...the person's getting on your nerves, but it seems that that's not the effect to me.

I'm not irritated nor pissed..I feel like dying. LOL. It seems that my heart is almost stopping. My face's getting red whenever they smirk. PLUS I'm laughing out loud. It's up to you if you call me an addict (I think I really am). LOL.

OK. Let's get to know who "they" are.

"They" pertains to two people only. First is Edward Anthony Masen Cullen.

Edward Cullen maybe fictional but he's really fascinating...and he dazzles people. Actually I'm having trouble dealing with the fact that Edward Cullen is a fictional character...JOKE! But he really makes my heart beat faster..well, while reading the book. I'm blushing and laughing out loud while reading Twilight, so you can say that I'm kinda (?) crazy. My siblings watch Twilight because they're so curious about the story...I guess that's because of my behavior while reading. Well they can't understand me because the movie's so different from the book. Oh well, let's get back to the topic. In the movie Rob Pattinson (who played the role of Edward Cullen) make's me crazy whenever he smirks because I think of him as the real Edward Cullen and not Rob. I don't care about his looks...I only care about the role he plays...the role of Edward Cullen. Edward is so perfect. Actually..I think none of you readers would understand me because I think no words can explain how Edward Cullen Smirk.LOL. Guys in books are definitely better! LOL. Edward Anthony Masen Cullen..I definitely love the way SMIRK!

The second one's Daniel Henney. I guess none of you knows him. I think he's just like Edward Cullen. He's too perfect to be annoying and irritating (I'm really crazy right?). I like intelligent guys. That's one of the characters that I'm looking for with a guy...and Daniel's intelligent. I'm attracted to tall people also, and Daniel's tall. I guess all characters that I like a guy must have is with him. When I first saw him I liked him already but I didn't give any importance. But the second time I saw him...he got me.LOL. I think he aldo dazzles people..just like Edward Cullen. He's so clever. I think his smirk's so sweet.LOL. He's really too perfect to be annoying...that's why Daniel Henney....I love your SMIRK!

After the Xmas Party

After the christmas party I went home with Jerice and Issa. We agreed to meet each other 7 PM at 7-11. We're headed to Jasper's house. I guess I spent too much time bathing that when I came it's already 7:39..XP..Issa wasn't there because her mom didn't allow her to go with us because she's going in a wedding tomorrow...So it's only me and Jerice.

~It's like his farewell party. It's not actually a party but we hang out with him. We had fun with him for the last time...

When we came at Jasper's house he's not yet there. So for the mean time Jerice and I had a star gazing while walking...XP..We went back at Jasper's house when Jasper texted Jerice to go inside their house (his lil sis and grandparents are there. We watched tv while they're not yet there.

We're too many that the others sat on the floor and the others just stand. We ate when we're already complete. The chicken's yummy...^^...We also watched a movie. And by the way, Ma'am Lim is also there...^^

After the eating and watching the movie we watched Twilight. Well I wasn't really able to start it (even though I've watched it I wanna watch it again..XP) because I was sleeping. After reading the book I understood some expressions in the movie. Expressions that seems to be normal or nothing but has meaning...Anyway let's skip that..uhmm..Den-Den and I started explaining things to Chery about Twilight...^^...We didn't finish the movie because the others said we'll go to the seaside.

Of course we took some pictures first..played and talk... The we ate again, tey brought foods..^^

After a while we formed a circle and ate...and talk... When we're all done we went back to Jasper's house. The others continued playing "pusoy" and I slept with Shanice, Marco and the others. We were sleeping at the living room. Jasper just brought a bed. And...the others are sleeping on their seats coz there's no space anymore.

I think it was almost dawn when I was shocked seeing people beside me standing and all looking at us. It seems that they want to eat us..lol...I didn't mind them after I saw them. I found out that they are waiting for someone who will wake up and then they'll be the substitute...hahaha..

When I woke up I ate bread and drank a cup of chocolate drink (milo..^^. Then I went outside to be with the others. After a while we ate our breakfast. I was surprised when I saw the cake Roland/Roubelle brought in the school. I didn't know they brought it here~lol. We ate the cake then Jerice and I went home...^^

Xmas Party!

Weehhh..Christmas Party !!!

The day started with a school program. It was so funny that there was no opening at all. It just started like a bomb..LOLZ.... We're all curious about that thingy, and we found out that the people who are suppose to conduct the opening ceremony are not yet present so our SSG president just started a game (Actually the game was only on the spot, they just thought of it when they don't know what to do..XP). They started with the bring me..then the stuff that we did during our english time. It's an activity where the teacher will tell the students to follow the things that he/she will say. Just like walk, jump, twirl...and there was a new one~HUG YOURSELF..lol. No one's really gonna win this "game", so we just laughed at the participants..

The first game that was on the list was "Name that Tune". It wasn't really that fun, except for the thing that Janus answered "Decode" instead of "That's What You Get". Another funny thing is that the poise of the participants are all gone when it comes to the banana eating part...lol. The most awaited game's the "Fear Factor". The foods that the participants ate were really gross. I really can't eat those~~ coke with raw egg, ampalaya, radish with salt and whatsoever things, and balot! The other funny game was "Touch the body". It was~*sigh*~ really painful, I think. Just try to look at this...



(Take note Roubelle almost pass out..lol)

The other awaited moment is the..performance of the band? Well, it's kinda good. The juniors are ok...their drummer's good. Uhmm...the seniors are also ok...One of the song they prepared is for Jasper. Guess what! Jheng! It's Jheng who sang for Jasper. lol.

Oh wait! The Christmas Carol!

As usual the juniors won.hahaha. They're really good..^^..The first years are also good. All of us were surprised on their performance. It's so cute. The performance of the sophomores are..uhmm...funny..It's really funny. I think they just played on the stage. And the performance of the seniors are also good (they got the second place). They're all cute..^^

~After lunch the Christmas party of each year level started. We had ours at the gym. The first game was so funny~Apple eating. Check this out..



That's Aizel and Michael. They almost kissed~lol. I guess Aizel really wanna win that she almost did all the eating ~lol~ Michael was just for support so that the apple won't move(right buddy?). Unfortunately, they didn't win.

The next game was also. There are bottles with straw-I think there are. The first player will We were so excited that we ran with Shaider when he was going back to the starting point and shouted when he reached it..lol...

Another one is the longest line. We had fun forming our line..lol...but we didn't win. IV-F got the spot..XP

Ms Suave was really funny. The contestants are funny...XP.. Our representative is Jheng.Have a look..



What a handsome woman...lol...She looks like a ganster..XP

The other contestants are Denise, Maica Borja and Jackie. Jackie really looks like a guy. Well, they all looked like guys. It didn't took the judges a long time deciding. And by the way, our judges are Kuya Eddie and Kuya Mhar. Jackie won..^^

*sigh*

After all the games it's eating time again. There are so many foods. All delicious...^^. And there's ice cream!!! hahaha... I was really full after eating.

When all are done eating we had the exchange gift. We had it in front of the scouting room. Xerxes Started it. After giving a gift to the person that you got there's a picture taking..^^...I got my first choice...Album of Twilight...hehehe...^^

When it's done we went inside the classroom an had some picture taking. And since there's no year level exchage gift...Abe, Angeline, Gen and I exchanged what we had. I got a cute notepad. It's really cute, it's black...^^. When we were done with all the stuffs that we need to do we went and said goodbye to each other, Merry Christmas and other stuffs...^^

My first Caroling

I haven't experienced caroling since I was..uhmm..born.

And it wasn't intentional this time. I was only hoping for a nice overnight at Jheng's house when this stuff happened...

Well let's start with our overnight...

After we (Issa, Roubelle and me) watched Twilight we went to Jheng's house. Unfortunately no one was there. She asked us to go there by 5 PM but no one's there. We just went to a store where we can stay first because it was drizzling. We bought foods so we can stay at the store..you know it's bashful if we're gonna stay there and we're not buying anything.

After staying there we went out the subdivision. We saw a place..uhmm..it's like our gym where there's a mass. We stayed there for a while. After staying there we went to 7-11. We bought foods again so it's not awkward to stay there. "My God!", We always say that. Why? Because our wallets will be soon drained! Gosh, I can't remember how many hours we've waited for her anymore.

Well when we came to her house...door's not yet open..no key..no people.. She contacted her parents first before we can get in. Guess what! The keys are at the window. Nice one!

Well she said she'll make it up to us so she bought Ice creams. We watched TV while eating the ice cream that she bought (Spider Man II). It was cut when we need to join their worship. We sang christmas songs and Jhengs mother lectured us about then commandments and gave us a book. After the worship we continued watching. We slept after that.

Jheng and the other SSG members are supposed to have their caroling at Naic, Maragondon and Tanza. unfortunately, Jhengs mother did not agree. She said she needs document with the principal's signature. She won't allow Jheng no matter what happens. She said Jheng can have the caroling with us in their subdivision. We can't say NO because it's her mother who told her. Even though I need to go home already I was forced to join them because Jheng won't let me. I was really pissed that time.

Six in the afternoon. We started caroling. I was caroling, singing even though I'm pissed. I'm just thinking this is for the christmas party. No money, no christmas party. After getting the caroling we went home. I guess it's almost 8 when I came home.

Well even though it's the first time it wasn't that fun I guess...

Just Like My Exact Brand of Heroine

Well, we (Issa, Roubelle and I) decided to go to SM Bacoor. We're headed to Jheng's house, but Jheng is not yet there so we decided to watch a movie first. There's no reason why we're going there (but of course Jheng knows that we're going there), they just asked me if I'm in and I said yes... The movie that we watched is "Twilight". I really don't know anything about this movie, I just know that it's great (that's what people said) so I wanna watch it.

(At first Roubelle don't wanna go with us~she said because it's english..XP~ but she has no choise..XP)

~So we bought the tickets...

Hell! I didn't know that the movie was so great! ( I can't think of any word that can describe it at this moment..XP)...I really loved it!

The movie's about a love story between a vampire and a human. The human is Bella and the vampire is Edward. Though Edward's family is a vampire, they don't hurt people. They controll their thirst and drink animal blood instead of human. Edward is really cool (Edward's character made Robert Pattinson's appearance really cool !!!).Edward can read people's mind and he has a super speed. When Edward appearedsome girls inside the cinema scream..lol...(they're really funny). Bella was from Arizona. She moved to Forks (where Edward and his family's living) because her mom's going with her new husband to Florida. She wants her mom to be happy so she went to Forks and live with her dad. It was amazing coz all the people in Forks know her. She's just like a simple girl in Arizona but there...she's a goddess! lol...almost all of the guys there wanna be her boyfrined..lol..But she's now interested in any of the boys in town. She's a really smart girl.

Edward can't read Bella's mind~don't know why. He smelled the scent of Bella's blood. Bella's blood is like a drug to him...the smell is so powerful so he avoided Bella the first time he saw her... He MUST avoid Bella because he might kill her.

But like they said..there's nothing that can't be revealed in this world... Edward doesn't have the strenght to go away from Bella~not only because of Bella's blood but also he had fallen in love with her~ so Bella found out the truth after some research...Though she knows the truth, she still didn't leave Edward and continued to love him...~so sweet..XP~..

Hmmm...there's was this "tracker",a vampire that is obsessed on hunting people, who wants to killa Bella because like Edward he was also amazed with the scent of Bellas blood. Edward protected her and saved her..^^

The movie was really great...Even Roubelle ~who was just forced to watch it~ was amazed and ADDICTED to it. Now she's always looking for pictures of Twilight, Bella (Kristen Stewart) and Edward (Robert Pattinson)..lol...she said she'll watch the next part of this.

This movie is just the first book..there's still four more..^^...The movie was really great but the book is much better than the movie (as always)..^^...~You pips should read the book..^^