Final Day in CNSHS

March 31, 2009. Our most awaited moment has come. The day we've been waiting since we started our fourth year here in CAVITE NATIONAL SCIENCE HIGH SCHOOL. Whenever we're having a hard time in some school stuffs we always wish that it's graduation already. And after we had our congress we were so excited to graduate. I think it's almost everyday we talk about the school we're going into and the place where we'll stay...and some other college stuffs.

I'm so happy being a part of this event. Walking with my mom in front of the other students wearing my graduation dress and on my head is my graduation cap. I was really happy and excited as I walk going to the gym, but I also realized....I'm gonna miss the days I had with ALL of my classmates. Especially my friends. I'm gonna miss the times we ate together, hang out together, go anywhere we like, crossing the scary hanging bridge just to visit Mares and Hannah, and the days we went to MAMBOG ( remember the river with a tub-like stuff?), the days we had overnights at our house and the other's, my one and only buddy since second year (Michael Timpoc Peña), my partner in being crazy about Twilight saga (Clarriza Thelmar T. Tolentino), my classmates in our new subject about Twilight ( Ralen J. Basis, Bernabe O. Lopez, Erenne Janne D. Gonzales and Alyssa Watson Talactac), my KAKULITANS--true friends (Aizel T. Tañagras, Alyssa R. Eseque, Alyssa W. Talactac, Christine Joy Gancayco, Jerice R. Monge, Jerolyn V. Dela Cruz, Shanice R. Susana, Brian Mey R. Tomas, Patrick John P. De Jesus and Roland E. King), ALL of my other classmates, and all the times we spent together.

I'm happy I graduated and I could go to college. I'm proud to be a part of those people who sang their graduation theme song, those who had white balloons and let it flew after receiving diploma and the graduation ceremony...but

How do I say goodbye to what we had?
The good times that made us laugh
Outweigh the bad.
I thought we'd get to see forever
But forever's gone away
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.
I don't know where this road
Is going to lead.
All I konw is where we've been
And what we've been through.
If we get to see tomorrow
I hope it's worth all the wait
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.
And I'll take with me the memories
To be my sunshine after the rain
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.

~It's SO Hard To Say Good Bye

^^...T_T

Junior Senior Prom

Prom....

Dancing.... Not such a good idea for me. I don't dance.

BUT this time, I have to. The parents of juniors and seniors had a meeting regarding this matter. And the result was....there'll be a JS. The date they set was March 14, 2009. Because of that we had practice every saturday. I was chosen to dance swing, and that means that I have to dance with someone *either I do or I don't know*. What I hate most about dancing is holding the hands of your partner. I hate those SWEATY hands. Definitely an N-O...but I don't have choice but to hold them since I joined the JS. My first partner was my buddy (Michael), his hands are ok because it isn't you know....s-w-e-a-t-y..Unfortunately the partner deparetment *does it exist* changed my partner for the dance. And guess what? I'm so lucky. His hands are effin sweaty! And additional info, sometimes whenever we're having practice my girlfriends'll ask me to show them the steps and ask me to dance with their partnesr for a while. Don't have any choice I guess...I don't wanna be KJ yah know. Since birth I don't hold the hands of other people if it's sweaty. Grrrr. Somehow, it's also fun to attend the practice. I don't know why. It's enjoying though it's really tiring.

Anyway, the prom went smoothly last March 14. It's Just like we had in our grand rehearsal. It's good that nothing went wrong. The gym was so cute and there were also a lot of people outside. I can somehow say that it's a beautiful night. LOL. It's like....a magical night from the beginning. I wore a pink cocktail dress. I enjoyed talking with the other people assigned on the table together with me....^^ I thought it'll be boring when I'm with them, but I was absolutely wrong with that. My friends and I enjoyed the prom a lot. I can't imagine myself wearing a dress and partying all night. LOL. and I can't even count *or at least guess* how many pictures we've taken that night. Dancing is fun, yeah, and energizing. HAHA. Aizel was so cute with her red gown. She looks so feminine, but still naughty. LOL.I think it's already about 6 am when my friends and I went home. *Of course not wearing the dress we used in our JS*. We brought extra clothes just like what our adviser, Sir Ces, told us.

At home, I spent more that half of the day sleeping.LOL

Research-my TIME

T_T

Reseach...T_T

I haven't had a complete sleep since last monday. Because of Research ans PT..T_T

Since last monday, I haven't had a complete sleep. I always sleep around 11 pm to 1 am. Last monday, Roland went to our house coz' we'll edit some parts of our research paper while Mommy Aly is in their house searching for more RRL. He went home around 5 pm. I started studying for the second day of PT around 6 pm..then back to research works. I also made our tarpaulin and power point presentation. After doing some parts of it, I went back to our research paper. I slept 11 pm....

It's really tiring. I think my brain's gonna blow up!..woohoooo... After the PT I borrowed Ralyn's laptop and edited our research paper again. When I went home I continued doing our powerpoint presentation and tarpaulin.

It's already the day the congress but we still haven't completed the requirements. We don't have laptop to use so everytime Ralyn's laptop/ Eugene's laptop is free, I'm borrowing it and I'm continuing what I'm doing for our requirements in research. I even got pissed off to Roland because he's not helping me yet he's so demanding. My head is already aching because I'm not used to sleep late. I even get sleepy by 8 or 9 PM....that's why my friends told me I'll have a hard time on college. Anyway, back to research stuffs. When we asked our research adviser about the color of the tarp, she told us to make the background darker and we had some editing in the abstract and the statement of the problem. So I edited it again.

We're having problem in our RRL because there are few previous studies about our research and our consultant is not in the laboratory when I called, so I can't wasn't able to ask her some stuffs regarding our research.

I'm really dying because of this research...XP... Today (February 18) I slept around 11:30 or 12....The next morning, when I came to school I slept for awhile then looked for an available laptop again. We're supposed to print our tarp today but Roland father went to print Roubelle's tarp already so there's no one who could go and print it for us.

This afternoon, Aly went with me in our house to edit our RRL and our power point presentation. We printed and photo copied our paper..uhmmm...I think it's around 8 pm. When we printed the paper, and read the RRL that the great King Roland made, we found out that it's not related! Damn! It's 12 pages and we photocopied it 5 times. And it's not an ordinary photocopy it's powdered because there's no more open store that has ordinary photocopy..so we don't have any choice. We went home and continued doing the power point presentation.

When we finished the power point, Aly went home so she can look for some RRL again in the net. I accompanied her in Petron. I was afraid to go because I don't have anyone with me when I go back home, but I remembered that there are still tricycle drivers in Petron upto 12. So I just brought my perfume, in case of emergency.

Do you know why I said 'in case of emergency'? Well, I could use it to spray in the eyes of the bad guys while we're walking...XP...That sounds somewhat childish but at least we have a 'weapon'.

It took time before Aly went home because there's no bus that's passing by, so she decided to take a ride in a tricycle even though it's more expensive. I also took a ride in a tricycle when I went home....When I came home, I looked for some RRL again. I passed it to Aly through email so she can print it. I slept around 1:30 am...T_T

When I woke up..I felt like my surrounding is spinning. But I need to go to school because I can't graduate if I can't have attend to the congress. When I came to school I slept for awhile. When Aly came she said she wasn't able to print the RRL...so we went our and looked for a computer shop that is 'open'. Fortunately, I saw Nico in front of John 3. He was photocopying some parts of their research paper, so I asked him if he could print our RRL, I'll just look after the research paper he's photocopying. Aly went with Nico to print the RRL. We photocopied it after Nico printed it. We also saw Hannah and Bea on our way back to school. They went with us. When we came there the gate was already closed...coz it's already past 7 am when we came. We saw Kuya Edie (not sure with the spelling of the name) and asked if he could open it. Hell! He said he doesn't have the key so we can't go inside. We asked him if he could get the key but he said that the person who's holding the Key is not yet in the school. So Nico called us and said that we'll just go to Botanical Garden. Then....kuya Edie opened the gate. We immediately went in...lol...He said he's just kidding..XP... When we were walking in front of the chemistry laboratory everyone were staring at us. Nico said that we're stars again...lol....

We were able to have our congress in the afternoon.... and at last...it's done!!!!

Hooray! I Passed!

It's Valentines....lol

I'm so happy! Definitely happy!

Not because it's Valentines or whatever...but because I passed the college entrance exam for two schools today.

I took the entrance examination in University of the East, and guess what. lmao. I passed, and I'm also qualified for scholarship. I just need to take an exam on March 5 for the scholarship. Wahahaha... It was easy, the test is our lessons when we were in first year. I guess our lessons in CNSHS is too advanced (?)....lol

The other school is Far Eastern University. It was harder than the exam in UE. And I thought I won't pass because I don't know if my answers in the abstract part are correct. It's images are really confusing...lol. I was so sad because I really thought that I won't pass. The course that I took in UE is accountancy coz ther's no nursing there. In FEU, I took nursing and accountacy. But I thought I won't pass nursing. That's why I was so sad. Besides I really like in FEU. It's nice to take the test in FEu because we're using computer...^^....While my mom and I were in the bus going home, I keep telling her I'm so disappointed and sad because I thought I won't pass in FEU. I told her that I really wanna be a nurse even though it's hard to find a job these days. Actually when I was little, I don't wanna be a nurse...but when I grew up, I started saying to myself that I wanna be a nurse...But I don't know why....XP

When I came home, I immedeately checked the results at eh FEU website. and I wa so shokced and at the same time SUPER happy when I saw I passed and again....I'm qualified for scholarship...wahahaha...Unlike the scholarship in UE, I don't need to take another examination. lmao.

Woohh!

Thanks God I passed!

SUPER REMARKABLE DAY

This is the second time we had a 'Family Day' in this school. When we were in our first year it wasn't that fun....but if you'd compare it with this family day....You could say that this family day is definitely better. It's awesome, fantastic....and SUPER REMARKABLE!

This would be my last family day in CNSHS. And I'm glad it went well. I really enjoyed it this time. Actually, it should be 'Family half day' coz' only half of the day was consumed for 'Family Day'.lol. The other half was for campus idol. For us, seniors, this is the first and last campus idol.

At first, me and my classmates thought that it wouldn't be fun. But it just went the other way. It we really had fun, though almost all of us didn't join any of the games. My friends and I just watched the parents and some students playing.

There was 'Hep hep Hooray', where Tin Joy and her mom joined. Milky and another guy, who we called' Mr. Alert Alert' hosted the game. We also had 'Family Faued', where my buddy (Michael Peña) and his parents joined.. unfortunately, they're too rich...so all of their answers are for rich people only....therefore...they didn't win. lol. We also watched a game which is consist of one group of parents from each year level. Every parent is holding a card which has letter on it. Those parents from each group should answer the question by combining the letters that they had. We even coached the parents from fourth years...XP....It was really funny. Another funny game is 'Amazing Race'. Only students are playing this. I think they're getting something in a
container that has flour by their mouth. After they blew the flour in the container...they look like monsters...lol

Oh! Another remarkable thingy today! Dana Sunga danced 'I Believe' together with Telmo (don't know how to spell her first name.>XP). Well it's good! I mean...They're so amazing! Fantastic...wonderful....etc....XP...

Hmmm..what else....Oh Eugene's mom and the other parents brought some foods. We had out lunch in our classroom. After eating, my friends and I went to the gym and talked for a while.

The afternoon part was the most REMARKABLE part of the day. Coz' it campus idol time!..lol...I didn't really expect that this would be so great and tremendous coz' last time I watched campus idol is...it's boring.

Anyway, this is already semi-finals....so it should really be better than the elimination.

Chianne (not sure with the spelling), Mommy Aly's cousin joined there too. She sang a song of Yeng Constantino. Uhmm..Papa Melvin, Aizel's 'crush' was there too. But I really didn't find him good at singing. I didn't even expect that he'll be able to make it upto semi-finals (XP....I'm so mean). Ate Deanne's sister, had a pretty and cute voice. Uhmm, Aaron/Polar boy sang 'My Girl'....uhmm..my friends said that he's like imitating David Cook. And I guess, they're right.XP...Except for his big black shoes. Mizpah, a second year student, sang with her 'alipores'. She's with four boys who were dancing while she was singing. Actually, I watched those boys more than Mizpah. They're so funny.lmao

Ok...let's go to the best among the rest.

For me, the best singers who joined campus idol is Czareehna, then Alpha, then Ten-ten.

Czareehna really rocked our gym. When she sang everyone was shouting. There were even some parts of her song where we can't here her voice anymore coz' we're all shouting. It's really true that we shouldn't judge the book by its cover. She might not be that beautiful...but she has a magnificent voice. It was like heaven and hell that time. Heaven because of her voice, and hell because everyone was shouting. She's really impressive. LOVE HER!

Next, Alpha. Alpha, well I already know that she has a very good voice. I've heard her sing when she was till a freshmen. She's really a singer, just like Czareehna. I don't know how to describe her voice...It's like it's cold and it's very pleasant. At the same time, it's HIGH. When she sings, you'll know that she can reach the right note, no matter how high that note is. Just like Czareehna, she also made us shout. There's also some part of her song where we can't here her voice anymore because..once again..we're shouting. Sir Ces even raised his board saying yes while alpha was singing...

The last is Ten-ten. I don't know her that much, but I heard that she's really intelligent. Well, she's not just intelligent but also very talented. She also has a high voice. And it's perfect!..^^

For the finals, the students were part of deciding whose gonna be the winner. We could buy some papers from liriko where we'll right the name of the person who we want to be the winner. I voted for Czareehna, Alpha and Maeden (not sure with the spelling) Santiago. I forgot to vote for Ten-ten....T_T

Well I was a bit disappointed. Czareehanh wasn't the champion. She's just the first runner up. Ten-ten got the spot. But it's alright, I guess. Ten-ten really did well that time. She sang "Listen". And it's really hard to sing coz it's high but she was able to make it..and it was awesome. She also got a lot of votes. Czareehna did great also...that's why when both of them were finished singing..I was confused and didn't know who'll win anymore.

Oh and by the way, Polar Boy was so funny. He sang the song of Chris Brown....'With You'. We laughed because he forgot the lyrics of the song. It's like he's saying 'Deja vu'.lmao. But I admire him because he didn't loose the confidence even though he forgot some of the lyrics of the song. He still continued singing and smiling. If that happens to me I think I'm gonna cry and I'm gonna die of humiliation. Oh and because of that my friends he's not the imitation of David Cook anymore...he's already Chris White...(Sorry for being so mean, but it's really funny...XP)

Anyway congratulations to all the winners, especially to Ten-ten. Aja and Fighting!

Congratulations to Liriko also for having a successful campus idol. ^^

First Time!

Whoo!

Do you know what I mean about first time? Actually there are two things which I'm referring to. First is...oration...and the second is declamation.... I, for God's sake, didn't think (even once) that I'm gonna do these stuffs in front of many people. Event though those people are my friends it's still...somewhat embarrassing.... But still, I think, it's good that I've experienced those stuffs even once, though I didn't do anything on the stage.lol

Okie...let's get to it. Our english teacher told us that we're gonna have an oration and declamation.....just for experience. And it was an absolute N-O to me. My reaction that time was like..."WHAT????? Even in some of our plays I feel like....embarrass or shy...and then I'm gonna orate/declaim?"...Those stuffs are really the stuffs that are in my mind. My heart began to beat faster that time. I was thinking what I'm gonna do with it. I was even thinking of not going to class during the day of the oration/declamation...but or course I can't do that. It's also an absolute N-O. I was like so crazy thinking about it. I don't know what to do. Yes it's just a simple thing, but I was already like....freaking out! In my mind, I was freaking out the whole period! This always happens whenever I'm nervous or afraid..or something like that....When our english period....my heart began to beat on it's normal way.... After sometime, I think I've learn to face the truth....that I'm gonna orate/declaim!

The next day, during our english period, Ma'am Mae (our english teacher) told us to get a small piece of paper from her hand. That paper would say if we're gonna orate or declaim. I was SUPER happy when I saw the word "oration" written on the paper that I got. Or course I'm not happy with the thing that I'll have to do this...but I'm happy because at least I don't have to act or do some crazy stuffs in front of my classmates. The next day, Ma'am Mae gave us our oratorical piece that was made by one of our schoolmates, Ms. Telmo. It's a very good piece. It's simple, but it's very good. The first time Ma'am Mae read that piece in front of the class I realized that I've forgotten all of the stuffs mentioned in the piece. We are allowed to memorize some parts of the piece only, but when I tried to read the piece with some parts missing I thought...It's not good, so I decided that time that I need to memorize the whole piece. At least, I should memorize it, because I didn't plan to deliver it with feelings in front of the class.XP

I memorized it in our house....in front of the mirror standing on a chair.LOL. And at my back are my siblings watching TV, at the same time laughing at me because that time I'm delivering it with feelings and facial expression.LOL.but of course I didn't do that in front of my classmates...I'm too shy, and also nervous...>.<

I wasn't able to memorize the last paragraph of the piece so I just continued memorizing the next day while my group mates and I were waiting for our consultant in the laboratory at UP Diliman. I guess I'm consumed a lot of times explaining other stuffs regarding this oration. Well, I think we should proceed to the day I did it. Before our english period I was sure that I memorized the whole piece, but I didn't plan to deliver it the way I delivered it in front of the mirror.LOL. So I'm not expecting to have a high rating also. Besides, that time, I thought that I might forget some lines because I was too nervous. We performed at the gym. And before performing, I was once again freaking out. Well, I didn't forget any of the lines but I didn't finish the piece because we went to the next presentor already. I was glad that our teacher called the next presentor because my heart was beating abnormally again. whew~ at last! it's done!

B-U-T

Ma'am Mae told us that those who picked oration will declaim the next week. And I was once again...SUPER freaking out! I mean...This is TOTAL embarrassment! I think my heart's gonna explode! The piece that was given to us was "The Champion". That piece is hard to declaim because there isn't only one person speaking in that piece, but TWO. I already thought that time that should not look crazy..but when it's the day that we need to declaim I was freaking out not only because of the thing that I'm gonna declame but also because of my costume. I didn't bring any demon like or Satan like costume!...wahhh....It's good that Hannah lent me her black blouse..then I wore my white skirt...It's just like I'm gonna go to a church.LOL.... I didn't wear my eye glasses when I was declaiming so I can't see anyone.LOL.That's one of the ways I thought how to reduce my tension, even a little. I can't see anyone's reaction or anything so my nervousness was reduced...but the reason why my nervousness wan't completely gone is because of the fact that I can't see them... I might have done something wrong without me noticing because I can't see their reactions...LOL...but after that I was so happy that I'm done and my heart started to beat the normal way...LOL

LOL. While typing this post....I'm feeling like...nervous. I guess I remembered the way I felt when I was declaiming and orating....that's why I felt somewhat nervous while typing...LOL

Christmas Break!!!

Yes! At last It's Christmas Break already. All students are really excited with Cristmas break. This is the time when we can relax for a long time. We can relax our mind for at least two weaks. But of course, not totally relaxed. There are still things in the school that bothers us...just like our research. Well, let's not talk about that... I just want to greet every body HAPPY HOLLIDAYS!

Now, since we have a house in Maname and here inPrecious Ville...I don't know where I'll stay for the vacation. My parents are in Maname but they haven't told me where we'll celebrate our Christmas. I stayed here in Precious Ville for two days after the Christmas Party. After that I went to Maname. I don't know, I still want to do a lot of things here but I guess it's really better to have a holliday with your family that's why I went to Maname.

I brought all the things that I want/need there. I haven't satyed there for a long time...as far as I can remember it's been 8 months. The first days I was there..I was felt bored. Like, I miss my computer..I miss the dvd player (coz we brought the dvd player in Precious Ville...only vcd's in Maname)..I miss listening to my favotire songs...I miss checking out Jun Ki's cyworld....I miss watching series...I miss...a LOT of things. I felt like I wanted to go back..but I didn't...^^

The only thing that I do there is watch TV5. I watched some vcds...I watched new ones and those I've watched already coz I don't have any choice. I was able to watch noon time shows also. At that moment...I realized I haven't watched filipino tv shows for a while. Coz' when I'm at home and I'm not busy...I'll probably watch Korean movies/series and American movies/series...or surf the net or read novels (like those of Dan Brown's). I realized... I haven't watched Dyosa, Gagambino and other new filipino series.. I don't know anything about it. I just don't know...but I felt like I miss my old hobbies. Ohhhh, we're getting far away from the topic again. Well I enjoyed my stay there anyway. Eventhough I miss a lot of things.

I went back to Precious Ville to put some songs in my cd because I think I can't really live without listening to some songs that I like. Radio's definitely not enough! I think I'm gonna die without music.LOL. I got some clothes too. My Grand Father was happy when he saw me in Maname. He hadn't seen me for months there. I spend some days with my cousin who I haven't seen for months also. We really missed the days we were together.

My Christmas was just like the other years. Eat, go with my cousin, and watch movies. The Christmas party of the family was postponed and was moved on December 29, 2008. It's also like a reunion. They prepared a lot of games but I wasn't able to attend because I need to attend our practice for Sabina. I went home late so I wasn't able to be there. But it's alright because it can happen again, unlike our practice for Sabina...^^

After Cristmas I enjoyed watching movies first..because I planned to do my projects the day after that. I'm really not in the mood to do anything but I have no choice but to do thme before it's too late. Fortunately I was able to finish what I was supposed to do. I need my computer so I went back to Precious Ville again...and of course before going home I got some songs again.

With my New Year. As always, it's better than Christmas. It was so noisy and happy...EVERYWHERE...^^... There are a lot of fireworks that everyone can enjoy and there are a lot of foods. I can really feel the happy spirits of people...^^

It was January 3, 2009 when I went back to Precious Ville. I need to establish in my mind that school's gonna start again and I must accept that fact. It's exciting to go to school if you think of seeing your friends only.LOL. You know students don't feel like going back to school again after vacation. Especially for science high school students, I think. Because...like what Aizel said, we spend only 4 years in studying here but it seems to be ten years. LOL. Anyway...vacation ends at January 5, 2009 and school starts again.